How to put this into words?
It’s an icky feeling. Words don’t do it any justice. The feeling is too exponential that no amount of algorithms will allow me to find the greatest common factor for it. I’m not sure I have the proper derivatives to find the solution this time. I feel that my current trajectory in life is a grand miscalculation: by overestimating the multiplication and underestimating the algebra needed to solve this amount of calculus. My math skills aren’t the best and I admit that.
So, as I walk into my algebra class this next time around, I hope I can find the perfect trajectory and the proper derivatives in my life that I am looking for.