In this moment, I want satisfaction. I want to escape the confines of the four walls of my bedroom and escape somewhere and just experience peace and satisfaction.
I want to be free from all the clutter and commentary running through my life – especially the commentary running through my mind. All the expectations that are just a product of the way I feel – are super arbitrary (I even question if their mine) or expectations that the world has projected on me.
I’m sitting – nay – laying on the bed just letting out all my frustrations and thoughts out at this moment. Everything is a process and a journey, but I’ve still got much clarity to define what kind of life I’d like to be living – free from expectations – void of any toxic thinking or anything that could contaminate and cloud that clarity.
In the end: What do I really want?
Well, in this moment…
I would like a large ass coffee (2 cream & 3 sugar) to satiate my never ending coffee obsession. 🙂
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